Swing the spinning steps.

( + a huge ass pretty polaroid. )

Since Primary 5, Chai Chee-ans forever. I love my Nurjihan David.
( Actually her name's Nurjihan Daud but UOL naturally converts their students in Singapore to be Britain I think and so they typed 'Nurjihan David' on one of her forms/papers. Hahahaha )
I miss my ninas too ; @melsquaredd, @withlove_eli, @malaquemahdaly. ♥
In need of a full strength ninas outing. Hello you guys, do you hear me???

Per aspera ad astra.

Dear Nazri,

I’m saying sorry in advance cause this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love / I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me / Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

Words.

Why I tend to keep things to myself - I'm bad at expressing my feelings and I'm adversely horrible at words. I don't know, it seems like what I ( actually ) want to say usually / always - the later especially - ends up being jumbled up into another string of words that I ( really ) don't mean to say. I'd rather keep them to myself and have years of repressed emotions and slowly draining them out all in one random night, when I suddenly have these random sweat coming out of my eyes ( a.k.a tears? ), due to an unaccountable cause from nothing in particular. Destructive to oneself, you think? No, it isn't. It's much safer, than to having said those words you don't mean, and disappoint someone, you never intend to.

I found the good in goodbye.

OHAI. Finally, I've made my decision to move from yourstruelie.lj after 2 years of contemplating. It was hard, really, to leave a space you've been turning to for almost 4 years. I guess I've got to take back my words that I'd like to keep that space till I grow old. What's new, people are people and sometimes we change our minds ( Is Taylor Swift's voice haunting you for this sentence? Haha ). It was definitely a tough move for me and for that, I can never understand how some people can just keep on changing their blogs every now and then. I've gotta get used to this. Gonna extremely miss my livejournal though. ),: I don't know, I just feel that i went through a lot ( of dramas and peace simultaneously ) at that space? Alright, I'll give myself a 'probation period' of a week and if I still can't get used to here, I'll go back there. Okay, I'm over-reacting. But this sure feels like a break up. Hahaha. So, hello again blogger! Let's make this work, shall we?
What struck me was one part of the final episode of HIMYM :

Ted : New is always better, right?
Barney : Always.