Wearing out.

Ykwnw, it's really not that I do not have confidence in myself, but I have a past that keeps clinging on to me due to the judgements I got, that it affects a lot on what I see myself as. Thus, every little thing that people ( only those that matter ) make me feel affects me a whole lot. I feel low twice as easy. But that doesn't mean I'm weak. It may sound ironic, but it's the fact. My threshold of pain is high, but even 'high' has a certain limit.


... and I realised I look really awful when I cry. Ha.